The Final Moments of 2010 in Melbourne

Tomorrow I will be having my last exam for 2010 and I am done with academics for the year. I was reading my notes and I decided to let my imagination run wild for a while.
I imagine my room being empty as I moved out everything, I imagine how I used every space in this room, how this room have been sharing the past 10 months with me, how I decorated every interior from scratch. My first room away from home.

I miss this single bed which could create miracle of having two person squeeze into it. I miss my lovely windows facing the balcony of a beautiful sea view, I miss the funny sliding door which has infinite holes in it and is connected not by a latch but a plastic striper. I am going to miss this room. and all the memories that was build in it.

Despite that, it would be good to leave this room behind and search for a new room. A change of environment will keep me away from the nostalgic feeling that could be unbearable I believe.

Nevertheless, I will carry the memories of the room with me, everywhere I go...

Happiness is only real when shared

Saw this quote in the movie "Into The Wild", can't agree more with it. I remember someone special once told me the same... :)

Braced myself for the goodbye

Because that's all I ever know

city condo's swimming pool

i think i am damm stupid.
let me tell you why.

I live in this gorgeous condo for the past 8 months with a lovely swimming pool and gym.
BUT I only used the pool three times in the past 8 months.
The first time I swam in the pool with one of my high school friend, she hated the pool because she couldn't stand the salty water, so I thought maybe they forgot to maintain it. and I didn't give a crap. hoping for a cleaner pool the next time.

So. after a few weeks or months, I cant remember, I swam at the pool again, and this time it was still SALTY! my imagination started playing tricks with me, I was thinking could it be that some nasty discrete from the swimmers.....or... God knows what it is. I don't want to know. I even tried asking an old man who frequently swim at that pool why the pool water was always salty. And since then I don't want to swim in the pool again..

Yesterday, Stefan and I swam in the pool together, and I wanted to tell him to becareful that the water is salty, and my engineer boyfriend told me it's perfectly fine! It's a way of cleaning the pool besides the usual chlorine method which is more cheaper (that's why most pool or all use them), so now my swimming pool water is better than usual because it is salty?! he explained some sort of water recycling method which doesn't involved chemical. WHAT A RELIEF! YET STUPID PARANOID! now that I will be moving out in less than 3 weeks, I am going to lose out on what I had for the past 8 months. A CLEAN AND HEALTHY SWIMMING POOL! WHAT A JOKE! :(

R.I.P Paul

Paul the Octopus dies

Prayer List

1) I will be able to finish off the assignment and take home exam so I have enough time for my revision on econometrics and funds management exam.
2) I don't fall sick in this coming weeks
3)Noobie will get well from its eye infection (my home puppy)
4)Less rain more sun
5) Mind stop playing tricks with me

Thank you dear Lord, Amen :)

i hate monologues

me: stop whinning



other me: go on, you deserve it!



me: you're such a baby, toughen up!



other me: how....?



me: find it out yourself..