Push Me Not!

About Me: "I hate people expecting me to do things their way and pressure me"

Effect: "I will DEFINITELY REBEL"

This just doesnt apply to my parents but also to my friends around me.

I am easy going at times and I will go mostly go with the flow. But once my receptor sense some assertions from the other party I will get annoyed and my defensive compulsive system will be alerted. In another words, I totally dislike being controlled or being told what to do when I know myself more than anyone else.

I understood that my parents had spent alot and sacrifice alot for sending me abroad to study and of cause they have high expectations in me but I sincerely hope that they can trust me that I am capable of handling myself and my studies well so stop instilling the sense of guilt in me that because of me they did this and did that, I am aware of all that OK?! I will try my best and I hope my motivation comes from my drive to sucess and not because of the guilt or expectation of another. Trust me this will not help at all in fact it may even cause me to do exactly the opposite! I'm pretty sure you all are wondering if I told this to my parents, well I hadnt have the courage to do so because maybe if I say so I will hurt their feelings which I will never wanna do. So I hope one day they will understand me, understand their daughter..

From the friends point of view, I prefer to keep a distance from those friends which are not really close to me. I really dislike it when they kept invading my privacy my personal life. If you are up to the level which I believe I can share that certain thing with you I will tell you without hesitation. So if you have intention to make progress in our friendship please first learn to respect my privacy. Don't make me "runaway" from you. Sorry if this sounded harsh but I always like to make my stand clear to avoid any further misunderstandings. (P/S: This applies to my friends of both sexes.)


- I can be the most down to earth person you have ever met in your entire life, BUT I can also be the most dreadful person you wish you have never met -