The Monophobic Days Are Over.

Since 25th July, I have ceased to realize the flow of time. It's like I no longer live in a world with the clock ticking and the bygone of days.

It's exactly one week now and tomorrow marks a new day of August. I have to admit time is just running too fast for me to catch up, please slow down a little will ya?

Nevertheless the past few days have been great with you. What more can I ask for? The long wait was worthy and nothing compare to the happiness we share now.

If only time was measured by the multiplication of 3 minutes in every 1 second in real life...

Thanks for crashing in my life, Stefan.. :)

Faces

Ever remember those days in high school when you gather at the back of the class with your bunch of BFFs and gossip about the cute new guy who just transferred to the school, who's dating who, latest breakup news, the teacher's pet or the new cafe or boutique which is opening opposite the school (Yeah, my school had a superb strategic location)...

My point is back in those days, we were like vultures sitting on the fences waiting for someone or anyone to fall prey to a mishap or some unlucky event which we then "feast" on for the purpose of being entertained. Sounds cruel? Well....it's high school baby..high school...

Personally, I DID enjoy a little dose of gossip among my groupies. But as I age I started to feel that it's so childish and rude to talk behind people's back. It's like your putting on an angelic mask and carrying an edged-sword at the back of your pocket ready to pound on the very person who trust you enough to tell you something they would die to keep it.

By saying so, I still witness this everyday and everywhere. I always thought from the spectator's point of view and would give easy opinions like why the hell is she so dumb to believe his words (a classic type of scenario), and honestly I have always been a spectator.

Not til recently, I think my role had changed from a spectator to the one of the characters of the "gossip" I had been following. This is the irony....:)


To be continued...

Waiting for the world to change..

If ever I am in a mood to kill or drown.

No...I don't need a tranquiliser...

All I need is just John Mayer in my Ipod's playlist.

It's like my own personal brand of heroin (as quoted by Edward Cullen in Twilight)

The perfect lullaby for me or the perfect wine to intoxicate me..

The perfect words from the lyrics to talk on MY behalf..

Song which are currently in my most-played playlist:

1) Half of my heart
2)Heartbreak Warfare
3)Bigger than my body
4)Friends, Lovers or Nothing
5)No such thing
6)Waiting for the world to change
7)Your body is a wonderland
8)Say

Today..today

1. Today my timetable is officially confirmed. I will only be having classes on Monday, Thursday and Friday which means I will only be occupied for like 3 days in a week. Is it a good thing? NO! It means a lot of time to spare... ALOT! And I'm not used to being a couch potato. :( I WAS FREAKING HOPING FOR A 4 DAYS CLASS.........all because of the risk and fund management class.

2. Today is my mommy's birthday and I would love to have a mommy daughter day out if I were home. I hope she won't feel lonely this year without me celebrating with her. Despite that, I hope she will have a wonderful celebration with dad, bro and bro's gf. Happy Birthday Mommy. I love you. Very Much.

日有所思，夜有所梦

好期待啊！期待他的回来，期待和我相聚的日子，期待我们的约定，期待你的温暖，期待你的存在。

感觉上，就像期待一个没有脚的小鸟似。

但我依然抱着你对我的承诺，傻傻得等！

因为我知道你也一样那么的期待...... =)

Rediscovering Myself.

It only happens when the sky is dark and gloomy. It only happens when something is not happening to your life. Or it only happens when you're expecting something but nothing is happening.

It's often times like these when you start to dig deep into your soul and rediscover your past, present and future.

When life is filled with excitements, programs, entertainments, people, family, money and love, these thoughts are often pushed to the deepest corners of your heart and it doesn't even stand a chance to resurface. Which explains why people always say that happy times seems shorter. Honestly, the answer is because We are insatiable, greedy. Seeking the easy way out and unwilling to let anything get in our path or anything that stands between you and your happiness.


In my process of redefining myself, what I commonly do is to make comparison of myself with what could or could have not happened. For example, I am reading a book and I start imagining what the main character would be and how I may want or not want to end up like her. Or maybe a story line in a movie, is it just in the movies or is it possible that it will happen to me in my life? Or at least how I wished I would have that particular ending. As naive as I would say, I believe not just me but everyone has their silly thoughts as well.

I think that really explains the purpose of me posting this at the first place, what's in my mind now is I am hoping for something interesting to happen in my life, but it isn't.. .YET.

COngratulations my fellow Monashians!

Yesterday Monash had release the semester 1 results and my entire facebook page were flooded with happy comments. And most importantly my besties, Joe, Jonas, Tinchi, Sally have passed with flying colours and are graduating in November! Good job guys and girls. I hope I can make it to attend your graduation but if I don't my best wishes will always go to you people. Same goes to other friends who have received their results and are graduating whom I didn't mentioned. As for those who didn't do so well. There is always other chances. :)

On the other hand, my second semester is starting soon and I have a pretty hectic timetable this time with classes on Saturdays and two classes on Monday. By saying so, I am all ready to start this new semester and work harder to get better results.