Thursday, September 30, 2010
i'm 2+2
thanks mum, dad, and bro for the heart-warming wishes. that's all i need from you all.
thanks stefan for lightening up my morning with tulips and ending the beautiful night with me. thanks for the note.
me love you long long time :)
thanks ed for lending the set to make it all happen. thanks jerry & kevin for the presence.
thanks stefan for lightening up my morning with tulips and ending the beautiful night with me. thanks for the note.
me love you long long time :)
thanks ed for lending the set to make it all happen. thanks jerry & kevin for the presence.
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
28/09/2010
"I love you so much that only William Shakespeare can describe it"
Quoted at 28 September 2010, 12am
Quoted at 28 September 2010, 12am
how did we ended up here
One year ago I would hate the position I would be in now.
Why didn't I had a choice to do what I wanted. Why there is always something getting in my way. Why is it so unfair?!
Why? Why? Why?
I blame, I complain, I frown and I sighed.
Now, right where I am standing, looking back I am glad of what had happened. I am thankful for whatever I hated to happen. Because I know if that hadn't happen I wouldn't be here.
I always knew everything happen for a reason. It's the way lives intercept with one another. It's like you will know what the picture is when the final puzzle has been put in place. Only you will realise the beauty of the ending.
But no human can escape uncontentment. When you are at your comfort zone, you start to worry that eventually one day what you have will disappear and you are back to square one.
so you fear, you paranoid and you start losing yourself and regret. and the whole cycle starts again.
you may lose all you had, but one thing you never lose is the fact that you once had it. whether it's good or bad. you know it's what made you who you are today.
Why didn't I had a choice to do what I wanted. Why there is always something getting in my way. Why is it so unfair?!
Why? Why? Why?
I blame, I complain, I frown and I sighed.
Now, right where I am standing, looking back I am glad of what had happened. I am thankful for whatever I hated to happen. Because I know if that hadn't happen I wouldn't be here.
I always knew everything happen for a reason. It's the way lives intercept with one another. It's like you will know what the picture is when the final puzzle has been put in place. Only you will realise the beauty of the ending.
But no human can escape uncontentment. When you are at your comfort zone, you start to worry that eventually one day what you have will disappear and you are back to square one.
so you fear, you paranoid and you start losing yourself and regret. and the whole cycle starts again.
you may lose all you had, but one thing you never lose is the fact that you once had it. whether it's good or bad. you know it's what made you who you are today.
When family meets boyfriend
My uncle and aunt came visiting again to Melbourne. They invited me for dinner and specially requested for my german boyfriend to come along. I definitely saw this coming and I was just nervous. I imagine 7 of them versus 2 of us. It's like meeting the judge and jury for a court case except we didn't commit a crime, that's for sure.
I had confidence that Stefan could handle the pressure because he is just too in socialising and interacting with people. It's just me.. thinking too much as usual and doubting.
Luckily, everything was opposite as I feared. My family were friendly and outgoing and both party were clicking along. We had Peking Duck for dinner at Blackburn, good food, good wine, good chat, good laughter. What more can I ask. With my parents far away from me, my uncle, aunts and cousins are definitely my closest relative. For the first time after so many months, I felt like a real family gathering again, this time with one special person I would like to share with.
After dinner, we headed home to Richmond, my old place. We had some relaxing and spent some quality time as family with the cousins and their boyfriends and mine as well.
Stefan learnt some mahjong skills from my aunt and picked up really quick and I guess he had some beginniners luck and even won a few rounds.
Overall the night was wonderful, there was no need of "nervous" feeling at the first point. Definitely a night to remember :)
I had confidence that Stefan could handle the pressure because he is just too in socialising and interacting with people. It's just me.. thinking too much as usual and doubting.
Luckily, everything was opposite as I feared. My family were friendly and outgoing and both party were clicking along. We had Peking Duck for dinner at Blackburn, good food, good wine, good chat, good laughter. What more can I ask. With my parents far away from me, my uncle, aunts and cousins are definitely my closest relative. For the first time after so many months, I felt like a real family gathering again, this time with one special person I would like to share with.
After dinner, we headed home to Richmond, my old place. We had some relaxing and spent some quality time as family with the cousins and their boyfriends and mine as well.
Stefan learnt some mahjong skills from my aunt and picked up really quick and I guess he had some beginniners luck and even won a few rounds.
Overall the night was wonderful, there was no need of "nervous" feeling at the first point. Definitely a night to remember :)
Thursday, September 16, 2010
sweet misery
i day dream and i day dream alot. i day dream even before i sleep.
i often dream of life fastforwarding to some random time and place.
believe me or not i even rehearse a moment that i fear ot anticipate. I rehearse every possible words that i will speak or every possible act that i will do.
the outcome? always 50-50. either the best case or worst case senario.
as expected.
i often dream of life fastforwarding to some random time and place.
believe me or not i even rehearse a moment that i fear ot anticipate. I rehearse every possible words that i will speak or every possible act that i will do.
the outcome? always 50-50. either the best case or worst case senario.
as expected.
waiting for the touch of the sun
it's freaking spring. where is my sun.
i haven't felt natural sun in a long time. almost a year. funny thing is i was born in a tropical country and i'm complaining about my missing sun.
whatever. i know i will see the sun again and when the time comes when i see the sun again, it will be the time when i need it the most..
i haven't felt natural sun in a long time. almost a year. funny thing is i was born in a tropical country and i'm complaining about my missing sun.
whatever. i know i will see the sun again and when the time comes when i see the sun again, it will be the time when i need it the most..
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Christie and Craig's Visit to Melbourne
Like I mentioned earlier, one of my plans during the semester break was to host my bestie and her boyfriend from KL on a visit to Melbourne.
The first few days was spent touring around Melbourne City and home cooking Malaysian Food which coincide with the Malaysian Independence Day. We had curry chicken and sour onion salad with ABC soup for dinner and I have to admit as a Malaysian, the curry was definitely too spicy for me as well.
On Wednesday and Thurday, we booked a car and had a road trip to Mornington Penninsula on the first day and Great Ocean Road on the second day. We went for wine tasting at Red Hill Estate and the maze garden, visited the 12th Apostle for the first time. Unfortunately I had motion sickness and it didn't make the journey any better. However, when we arrive at the 12th Apostle the rough journey definitely paid off. The view was breathtaking and the day just ended with awesomeness. Here are some pictures to fit my description.
The first few days was spent touring around Melbourne City and home cooking Malaysian Food which coincide with the Malaysian Independence Day. We had curry chicken and sour onion salad with ABC soup for dinner and I have to admit as a Malaysian, the curry was definitely too spicy for me as well.
On Wednesday and Thurday, we booked a car and had a road trip to Mornington Penninsula on the first day and Great Ocean Road on the second day. We went for wine tasting at Red Hill Estate and the maze garden, visited the 12th Apostle for the first time. Unfortunately I had motion sickness and it didn't make the journey any better. However, when we arrive at the 12th Apostle the rough journey definitely paid off. The view was breathtaking and the day just ended with awesomeness. Here are some pictures to fit my description.
When the going starts kicking.
Hi blog, Hi readers, Hi friends,
It's been a good long two weeks or so I haven't update my blog, my boyfriend asked me twice why my blog is still outdated. I guess I just couldn't find the right mood or right thought to start a post.
Or I can just purely blame it on my massive load of assessments..
Fair enough, I just wanna scribble a little thought here before I get back to reading my notes for tomorrow International Finance's Test.
Time is ticking as I am typing this post. Ah how fast time is going back every nanosecond it makes me find it hard to even catch my breath. I just randomly remembered a conversation or even now and then and it felt so fresh in my memories but thinking back it had happened one week ago. It scares me to see time is moving in such a fast pace. Looking back of everything that had happened one year ago it gives me a creep to even think what is going to happen tomorrow. Nevertheless I am aging I have to admit, my wrinkles are increasing by millimeters by day, ok maybe abit too much of exaggeration. Worst of all, I have no plans of what will happen in one year later. It's like going to a roulette table picking a side not knowing where the dice will land. Alas, all I can say is live for today and tomorrow is a new day wherever it may lead me. I believe... and I believe.... :)
Okay folks my posts will be going slow for the next coming weeks due to numerous works but I will tried to update significant events so don't forget to drop by from time to time you may just bumped into the latest gossip from me!
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